"Trust in the LORD with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding." Proverbs 3:5
This past few weeks I've encountered things that I neither agree with nor understand. And I've come to see that there are test of strength and test of weakness and maybe sometimes not understanding is a test of both. Sometimes in those moments of not understanding you're too blinded by anxiety, hurt, and lack of friendship and patience to see the big picture. Or maybe you're not meant to see the big picture.
And I'm trying so hard to wrap my mind around some things...
Y'all, a degree without experience is just a pretty piece of paper. Clinical settings is not the same as a school setting. A "typical" school is not the same as one in high poverty. A view from the trenches is not the same as the view from the top. And buyers remorse.... well that can have detrimental effects....
And as much as I feel like I should jump ship before it turns into moving chairs around on the Titanic.... I can't.... Because I hold onto that TRUST.... And I want so bad to make a difference. To be the change...
.... But part of me just needed a change....
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